Title: What Happens Next
Author: Colleen Clayton
Series: stand-alone
Publisher: Poppy
Publication Date: October 9, 2012
Source: Southern Book Bloggers ARC Tour
Purchase: Amazon |
Barnes & Noble
How can you talk about something you can’t remember?
Before the ski trip, sixteen-year-old Cassidy “Sid” Murphy was a cheerleader (at the bottom of the pyramid, but still...), a straight-A student, and a member of a solid trio of best friends. When she ends up on a ski lift next to handsome local college boy, Dax Windsor, she’s thrilled; but Dax takes everything from Sid—including a lock of her perfect red curls—and she can’t remember any of it.
Back home and unable to relate to her old friends, Sid drops her college prep classes and takes up residence in the A/V room with only Corey “The Living Stoner” Livingston for company. But as she gets to know Corey (slacker, baker, total dreamboat), Sid finds someone who truly makes her happy. Now, if she can just shake the nightmares and those few extra pounds, everything will be perfect... or so she thinks.
Witty and poignant, Colleen Clayton’s stunning debut is a story about moving on after the unthinkable happens.
What Happens Next is a poignant, raw, and intensely heartbreaking story. And sososo brutally honest, yet it still manages to bring the lulz and even coerced a smile out of me a time or two (or ten). I remember reading that synopsis for the first time and thinking to myself,
This is going to be a sad book. But I am going to give it a chance because I just have this feeling that it's going to surprise me. And you know what? It did...it really,
really did.
I've never been in Sid's situation; I've never been sexually assaulted. But I was in an abusive relationship as a teenager, one that lasted into my very early twenties...much,
much longer than it should have. And though I can't liken my experience to Sid's, I was able to identify with her decision to keep things secret because I've been there. I thought that the shame and guilt and pain was mine alone to bear, as did Sid. In the beginning, I shouted at the book, at Sid, "Why won't you tell anyone what he did to you?!?" And then I thought about how I would've handled the situation at that age. And, yeah, there's a very real possibility that I would have reacted the same way.
And that's one of the reasons why I think this book is so great, why I loved it so much, even though it made me feel all the things...
because it made me feel all the things, and if given to the right girl, it might help her to feel all the things and might help her better handle a situation like this. Because as much as we'd like to believe that this would never happen to us or someone we know, it does and it could. And girls should know that they did nothing wrong...it's not their fault and they should tell someone who can help them, someone they trust. I wish every young adult would read this book, boys included, because they could learn a thing or two about what it's like to be objectified by their peers on a daily basis and what it does to a person.
I loved Sid's voice. She's quirky and sarcastic and, eventually, pretty honest with herself. Sid's in denial for the better part of the novel, but not in complete denial. Every once in awhile, she lets the psychotic part of her brain (her words, not mine) slip and admit to the rational part of her brain that she's not dealing with this well. She realizes that she has an eating disorder, that she might need counseling, and that she should tell someone what was done to her. And yet she remains silent.
Even though her friends have turned their backs on her and she's been kicked off the cheerleading squad, there's still a bright spot in all of this. Sid ends up in the AV room with Corey, which she has severe reservations about because of his reputation as a total slacker/stoner type. But they eventually become friends. And then more than friends, and as Corey proves again and again why he is one of the best-written love interests I've ever read in a YA novel, Sid falls hard for him and puts aside all of her previous prejudices as she discovers who Corey really is.
This novel is so multi-faceted, so jaw-dropping realistic and true to life. I gasped in shock. I blubbered and read through tears. And I cracked up because Sid is seriously funny when she's feeling up to it. I wish I could unread this book so I could experience it all over again for the first time. Yes, it's sad. Yes, it's dealing with tough subject matter that deserves some serious attention. But I wouldn't have it any other way because this book is as real as it gets. And the author deserves kudos for going above and beyond and writing such a tragic yet beautiful story featuring real characters dealing with real life in a less than perfect way, but dealing with it all the same. This is a book that I definitely want my daughter to read when she's ready. I hope it touches her the way it did me.
Favorite quotes:
"I spend the whole day shoveling. First the driveway, then the sidewalk, then the neighbor's porch. Every two hours, the snow is back. The menial nature of the job is a relief from having to think too much, and I enjoy the backbreaking pain of it. I look over at Mr. Snowblower three doors down and stifle the urge to yell "Hey, pussaaay! That all ya got?"
"Far southwest corner. He's over there. With
her. Don't point."
I scan the yard. The crowd is getting bigger by the second.
"Southwest corner? I'm not a park ranger, Kirsten. You mean by the hot tubs?"
"No. By the fire. Sitting on the picnic table."
"And I never thought I'd ever be sitting here with you like this. In my wildest
dreams I never dreamed it. I sat in that AV room for eight weeks, watching
Deadwood so I wouldn't have to look at you, so that I wouldn't grab you and kiss you and thank you for getting me through something that was really, really awful. I would watch you out of the corner of my eye, though. God, I wanted to kiss you so bad it hurt. I've always, always thought you were beautiful, Sid. Always."
Rating:
Friday, November 2, 2012
Review: What Happens Next by Colleen Clayton
Author: Colleen Clayton
Series: stand-alone
Publisher: Poppy
Publication Date: October 9, 2012
Source: Southern Book Bloggers ARC Tour
Purchase: Amazon | Barnes & Noble
Before the ski trip, sixteen-year-old Cassidy “Sid” Murphy was a cheerleader (at the bottom of the pyramid, but still...), a straight-A student, and a member of a solid trio of best friends. When she ends up on a ski lift next to handsome local college boy, Dax Windsor, she’s thrilled; but Dax takes everything from Sid—including a lock of her perfect red curls—and she can’t remember any of it.
Back home and unable to relate to her old friends, Sid drops her college prep classes and takes up residence in the A/V room with only Corey “The Living Stoner” Livingston for company. But as she gets to know Corey (slacker, baker, total dreamboat), Sid finds someone who truly makes her happy. Now, if she can just shake the nightmares and those few extra pounds, everything will be perfect... or so she thinks.
Witty and poignant, Colleen Clayton’s stunning debut is a story about moving on after the unthinkable happens.
I've never been in Sid's situation; I've never been sexually assaulted. But I was in an abusive relationship as a teenager, one that lasted into my very early twenties...much, much longer than it should have. And though I can't liken my experience to Sid's, I was able to identify with her decision to keep things secret because I've been there. I thought that the shame and guilt and pain was mine alone to bear, as did Sid. In the beginning, I shouted at the book, at Sid, "Why won't you tell anyone what he did to you?!?" And then I thought about how I would've handled the situation at that age. And, yeah, there's a very real possibility that I would have reacted the same way.
And that's one of the reasons why I think this book is so great, why I loved it so much, even though it made me feel all the things...because it made me feel all the things, and if given to the right girl, it might help her to feel all the things and might help her better handle a situation like this. Because as much as we'd like to believe that this would never happen to us or someone we know, it does and it could. And girls should know that they did nothing wrong...it's not their fault and they should tell someone who can help them, someone they trust. I wish every young adult would read this book, boys included, because they could learn a thing or two about what it's like to be objectified by their peers on a daily basis and what it does to a person.
I loved Sid's voice. She's quirky and sarcastic and, eventually, pretty honest with herself. Sid's in denial for the better part of the novel, but not in complete denial. Every once in awhile, she lets the psychotic part of her brain (her words, not mine) slip and admit to the rational part of her brain that she's not dealing with this well. She realizes that she has an eating disorder, that she might need counseling, and that she should tell someone what was done to her. And yet she remains silent.
Even though her friends have turned their backs on her and she's been kicked off the cheerleading squad, there's still a bright spot in all of this. Sid ends up in the AV room with Corey, which she has severe reservations about because of his reputation as a total slacker/stoner type. But they eventually become friends. And then more than friends, and as Corey proves again and again why he is one of the best-written love interests I've ever read in a YA novel, Sid falls hard for him and puts aside all of her previous prejudices as she discovers who Corey really is.
This novel is so multi-faceted, so jaw-dropping realistic and true to life. I gasped in shock. I blubbered and read through tears. And I cracked up because Sid is seriously funny when she's feeling up to it. I wish I could unread this book so I could experience it all over again for the first time. Yes, it's sad. Yes, it's dealing with tough subject matter that deserves some serious attention. But I wouldn't have it any other way because this book is as real as it gets. And the author deserves kudos for going above and beyond and writing such a tragic yet beautiful story featuring real characters dealing with real life in a less than perfect way, but dealing with it all the same. This is a book that I definitely want my daughter to read when she's ready. I hope it touches her the way it did me.
Favorite quotes:
"I spend the whole day shoveling. First the driveway, then the sidewalk, then the neighbor's porch. Every two hours, the snow is back. The menial nature of the job is a relief from having to think too much, and I enjoy the backbreaking pain of it. I look over at Mr. Snowblower three doors down and stifle the urge to yell "Hey, pussaaay! That all ya got?"
"Far southwest corner. He's over there. With her. Don't point."
I scan the yard. The crowd is getting bigger by the second.
"Southwest corner? I'm not a park ranger, Kirsten. You mean by the hot tubs?"
"No. By the fire. Sitting on the picnic table."
"And I never thought I'd ever be sitting here with you like this. In my wildest dreams I never dreamed it. I sat in that AV room for eight weeks, watching Deadwood so I wouldn't have to look at you, so that I wouldn't grab you and kiss you and thank you for getting me through something that was really, really awful. I would watch you out of the corner of my eye, though. God, I wanted to kiss you so bad it hurt. I've always, always thought you were beautiful, Sid. Always."
Rating:
Tuesday, October 30, 2012
Teaser Tuesday #30: What Happens Next
• Grab your current read
• Open to a random page
• Share two (2) “teaser” sentences from somewhere on that page
• BE CAREFUL NOT TO INCLUDE SPOILERS! (Make sure that what you share doesn’t give too much away! You don’t want to ruin the book for others!)
• Share the title & author, too, so that other TT participants can add the book to their TBR Lists if they like your teasers!
This week's teaser comes from the following book:
Author: Colleen Clayton
Series: stand-alone
Publisher: Poppy
Publication Date: October 9, 2012
Source: Southern Book Bloggers ARC Tour
Purchase: Amazon | Barnes & Noble
Before the ski trip, sixteen-year-old Cassidy “Sid” Murphy was a cheerleader (at the bottom of the pyramid, but still...), a straight-A student, and a member of a solid trio of best friends. When she ends up on a ski lift next to handsome local college boy, Dax Windsor, she’s thrilled; but Dax takes everything from Sid—including a lock of her perfect red curls—and she can’t remember any of it.
Back home and unable to relate to her old friends, Sid drops her college prep classes and takes up residence in the A/V room with only Corey “The Living Stoner” Livingston for company. But as she gets to know Corey (slacker, baker, total dreamboat), Sid finds someone who truly makes her happy. Now, if she can just shake the nightmares and those few extra pounds, everything will be perfect... or so she thinks.
Witty and poignant, Colleen Clayton’s stunning debut is a story about moving on after the unthinkable happens.
My teaser:
I've been waiting and waiting and waiting to get my hands on this book. I stalked the ARC tour page to see where it was headed next and when I was going to get it. Sure, I could have bought my own copy by now, but the anticipation is undoubtedly going to be worth it. I just know it. =) I already love what I've read. It's a tough subject, but the writing is brills!
Friday, October 12, 2012
Review: Venom by Fiona Paul
Author: Fiona Paul
Series: Secrets of the Eternal Rose, book #1
Publisher: Philomel
Publication Date: October 30, 2012
Source: Southern Book Bloggers ARC Tours
Purchase: Amazon | Barnes & Noble
When Cass stumbles upon a murdered woman—practically in her own backyard—she’s drawn into a dangerous world of courtesans, killers, and secret societies. Soon, she finds herself falling for Falco, a mysterious artist with a mischievous grin... and a spectacular skill for trouble. Can Cassandra find the murderer, before he finds her? And will she stay true to her fiancé, or succumb to her uncontrollable feelings for Falco?
Beauty, love, romance, and mystery weave together in a stunning novel that’s as seductive and surprising as the city of Venice itself.
As I was reading this story, I was fully prepared to rate it at three stars. It was simply an "okay' read for me. But then the proverbial stink hit the fan, if you know what I mean. Another murder. Luca comes home. Mada's wedding. And once that pacing picked up, it did not slow down. And as sure as I was that I had everything all figured out, every piece of the puzzle where it belonged, I was thrown off course again and again. Not many books come across my reading pile that can throw a serious curveball that I don't see coming, but Venom managed to do just that. Fiona Paul is a whiz at misdirection, in addition to her ability to create such a picturesque setting. The open ending left me a little wanting, but I'll definitely be picking up future installments in this series because I am sooo curious about the Order of the Eternal Rose. I just know the story behind that will keep me glued to the pages!
Favorite Quotes:
"How terrible it must be to be a member of the noble class. So many rules. Such restraint. You must feel like a caged bird, battering its wings against the sides of its golden prison."
“Cass felt torn in two, like the sky split by lightning. One side guilty. One side wanting. She froze, statue-still, as Falco’s lips brushed against her earlobe and then moved down and across her jawbone. His mouth hovered in the air, a parchment width away from hers. Eternities came and went.”
"I know you want this as much as I do," he said. "You aren't going to report me. And even if you did, I'm inclined to think a night with you might well be worth imprisonment."
“Everyone else was apologizing to God for their sins, and here she was dreaming up some new ones.”
“He described marriage as much like a cage full of birds, where the unmarried struggle to get in and the married struggle to get out.”
Rating:
Tuesday, October 9, 2012
Teaser Tuesday #27: Venom by Fiona Paul
• Grab your current read
• Open to a random page
• Share two (2) “teaser” sentences from somewhere on that page
• BE CAREFUL NOT TO INCLUDE SPOILERS! (Make sure that what you share doesn’t give too much away! You don’t want to ruin the book for others!)
• Share the title & author, too, so that other TT participants can add the book to their TBR Lists if they like your teasers!
This week's teaser comes from the following book:
Author: Fiona Paul
Series: Secrets of the Eternal Rose, book #1
Publisher: Philomel
Publication Date: October 30, 2012
Source: Southern Book Bloggers ARC Tours
Purchase: Amazon | Barnes & Noble
When Cass stumbles upon a murdered woman—practically in her own backyard—she’s drawn into a dangerous world of courtesans, killers, and secret societies. Soon, she finds herself falling for Falco, a mysterious artist with a mischievous grin... and a spectacular skill for trouble. Can Cassandra find the murderer, before he finds her? And will she stay true to her fiancé, or succumb to her uncontrollable feelings for Falco?
Beauty, love, romance, and mystery weave together in a stunning novel that’s as seductive and surprising as the city of Venice itself.
My teaser:
*fans self* Whew! I sense some major chemistry! Too bad she's already engaged to some bookish type. :( It's taken me a bit to get into this novel because the dialogue doesn't really fit the time period, but the murder mystery aspect is compelling. And obviously the romance is off to a great start. :P
Thursday, September 27, 2012
Review: Winter White by Jen Calonita
Author: Jen Calonita
Series: Belles #2
Publisher: Poppy
Publication Date: October 9, 2012
Source: Southern Book Bloggers ARC Tours
Purchase: Amazon | Barnes & Noble
But with cotillion season right around the corner, Izzie and Mira have barely had time to process their newfound sisterhood. Mira has dreamed of making her debut in a gorgeous white gown forever-now, if only she could find an escort. Izzie, meanwhile, is still struggling to find her place in Emerald Cove and it's seeming ever more impossible with EC mean-girls, young and old, doing their best to keep her down. As cotillion preparations heat up, though, there are dance steps to learn, manners to perfect... and secret initiations to complete? As if sophomore year wasn't hard enough!
It's time for the gowns to go on and the gloves to come off.
I was really hoping Winter White would redeem the Belles series for me. But it’s books like these that had me believing for so long that I wouldn’t ever enjoy a contemporary novel. Sure, I now know that isn’t true, that there are some really superb YA contemporary novels to be had. I’ve even reviewed some of them here. But the Belles series simply continues to fall short for me.
Rating:
Sunday, June 17, 2012
Review: This is Not a Test by Courtney Summers
Author: Courtney Summers
Series: n/a
Publisher: St. Martin's Griffin
Publication Date: June 19, 2012
Source: Southern Book Bloggers ARC tour
To Sloane Price, that doesn’t sound so bad. Six months ago, her world collapsed and since then, she’s failed to find a reason to keep going. Now seems like the perfect time to give up. As Sloane eagerly waits for the barricades to fall, she’s forced to witness the apocalypse through the eyes of five people who actually want to live.
But as the days crawl by, the motivations for survival change in startling ways and soon the group’s fate is determined less and less by what’s happening outside and more and more by the unpredictable and violent bids for life—and death—inside.
When everything is gone, what do you hold on to?
Rating:
Book-A-Likes: The Forest of Hands and Teeth by Carrie Ryan and Ashes by Ilsa J. Bick
Tuesday, June 12, 2012
Teaser Tuesday #10: This is Not a Test by Courtney Summers
• Grab your current read
• Open to a random page
• Share two (2) “teaser” sentences from somewhere on that page
• BE CAREFUL NOT TO INCLUDE SPOILERS! (Make sure that what you share doesn’t give too much away! You don’t want to ruin the book for others!)
• Share the title & author, too, so that other TT participants can add the book to their TBR Lists if they like your teasers!
This week's teaser comes from the following book:
Author: Courtney Summers
Series: n/a
Publisher: St. Martin's Griffin
Publication Date: June 19, 2012
Source: Southern Book Bloggers ARC tour
To Sloane Price, that doesn’t sound so bad. Six months ago, her world collapsed and since then, she’s failed to find a reason to keep going. Now seems like the perfect time to give up. As Sloane eagerly waits for the barricades to fall, she’s forced to witness the apocalypse through the eyes of five people who actually want to live.
But as the days crawl by, the motivations for survival change in startling ways and soon the group’s fate is determined less and less by what’s happening outside and more and more by the unpredictable and violent bids for life—and death—inside.
When everything is gone, what do you hold on to?
My teaser:
I actually just finished this one last night, guys, but it SLAYED me. So raw. So sad. Such a realistic portrayal of human behavior in the aftermath of an apocalyptic nightmare. I fully expect to still be thinking about this one for weeks. It's definitely not for the faint of heart.
This was my first Courtney Summers novel, though I have Fall for Anything on my shelf, but after This is Not a Test, I want to read everything she's ever written or even thought about writing. I'll be posting my full review in the very near future.
Saturday, June 9, 2012
In My Mailbox #34
For Review:
This is Not a Test by Courtney Summers, courtesy of SBB ARC Tours
Sovereign Hope by Frankie Rose, thanks to the author
Something Strange and Deadly by Susan Dennard, thanks to the publisher
That's it. Another week without requesting a Netgalley title. I am proud of myself. But I can't promise it will last too much longer. I'm feeling the itch. *insert delirious laughter here*
What'd you find in your mailbox this week?
Friday, June 8, 2012
Review: Hemlock by Kathleen Peacock
Author: Kathleen Peacock
Series: 1st book in the Hemlock trilogy
Publisher: Katherine Tegen Books
Publication Date: May 8, 2012
Source: Southern Book Bloggers ARC tour
Since then, Mac’s life has been turned upside down. She is being haunted by Amy in her dreams, and an extremist group called the Trackers has come to Mac’s hometown of Hemlock to hunt down Amy’s killer: A white werewolf.
Lupine syndrome—also known as the werewolf virus—is on the rise across the country. Many of the infected try to hide their symptoms, but bloodlust is not easy to control.
Wanting desperately to put an end to her nightmares, Mac decides to investigate Amy’s murder herself. She discovers secrets lurking in the shadows of Hemlock, secrets about Amy’s boyfriend, Jason, her good pal Kyle, and especially her late best friend. Mac is thrown into a maelstrom of violence and betrayal that puts her life at risk.
Kathleen Peacock’s thrilling novel is the first in the Hemlock trilogy, a spellbinding urban fantasy series filled with provocative questions about prejudice, trust, lies, and love.
The resemblance is startling, no? Not that I’m really complaining. It just seemed so glaringly obvious where the author drew some of her inspiration from. Just as obvious to me was who the killer was. Almost as soon as the character was introduced, my hackles were raised. I found the story to be rather predictable, but that fact didn’t keep it from being entertaining.
If you proceed with caution and don’t expect to be completely wowed by Hemlock, I think you’ll end up pleasantly surprised. The story covered all the bases: romance, humor, action, and mystery with a little violence and heartbreak thrown in for good measure. There’s no cliffhanger, but the ending definitely left me curious enough to pick up the next installment. Final verdict: not half bad for this author’s debut.
Book-A-Likes: Slide by Jill Hathaway, the Nightshade series by Andrea Cremer
Saturday, June 2, 2012
In My Mailbox #33
Not too much this week. I'm trying to be good. LOL. I was able to go without requesting a Netgalley title for an entire week, so I consider that an accomplishment. :P
For Review:
Hemlock by Kathleen Peacock, courtesy of Southern Book Blogger ARC tours
Purchased:
Easy by Tammara Webber, ebook for $3.99
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