Finn
It’s now or never, Finn.
I exhaled and slipped through the cold brick until the warmth of Emma’s room surrounded me. I don’t know what I’d been expecting to find, but Emma huddled over a little plastic board on her bed wasn’t it. And the hope in her eyes…It was hope that she wasn’t crazy. Hope that the little board in front of her could prove it. She deserved so much more than this. She was so much more than this. She was determined and loyal and beautiful and everything I wanted to be. She took care of the people around her. She took care of me once. She took care of me when she should have hated me.
I sat down on the bed across from her and balled my fingers into fists. I hated this. Hated that she was resorting to something so ridiculous because of what I had done. What I had caused. That what I’d done had hurt her this badly.
Emma pulled her long blond hair over her shoulder and took a deep breath. Two of her fingers rested on top of the pointer. “Is there someone here?” she asked, eyes closed. “Please. Please talk to me if you’re here.”
Screw Balthazar and his threats. If I didn’t go corporeal, he’d never know.
I laid my fingers beside hers and moved the pointer to the word yes.
Emma
I froze, afraid to move my fingers. Afraid to breathe. My eyes stayed glued to the word under the wooden pointer.
Yes.
“Oh my God.” I jerked my hand away from the board and clutched it to my chest. My heart thumped until I could feel it in my palm like a pulse. I didn’t know what to do next. All I knew about Ouija boards was what I’d seen on lame YouTube videos, and that didn’t seem like much help to me now that someone—or something—was actually answering.
“Who are you?” I finally asked. When I realized my hands were still clasped to my chest, I dropped one down to the pointer, but it slid out from under my fingertips before I could touch it. “F,” I whispered, saying the letters out loud. “I. N.”
The pointer paused then slid around in a circle before coming back to N.
In that moment, the board was the only object that existed in the world. The mountains around my house could have come crashing down. The stars could have fallen from the sky. I don’t think I would have noticed any of it. This was one of those moments when everything changed. The kind of moment when reality becomes something else. When it didn’t move anymore, I looked around the room, expecting to find something. Finding nothing.
“Finn,” I breathed. “Your name is Finn?”
The pointer slid to yes and I sat up on my knees, my breaths rushing in and out of my lungs. That name…
“Say it again.”
I laughed at the shadow of a boy with green eyes and pressed my hands against his chest. “What?”
“My name. The way you say it…you say it like it matters. Like it still means something.”
I kissed the corner of his mouth and whispered, “Finn.”
I blinked the vision away. My heart thudded painfully in my chest. The green eyes, that voice… Oh God. I couldn’t catch my breath. It was him. He was the one at the school. In the forest. In my head. My dreams. I stared at the board. Finn.
“Can I see you?” I bit my lip, not letting myself think about what I was really asking for. I just knew I wanted it. Everything inside me wanted it. “Like I saw you earlier tonight?”
Nothing happened. No sparks of magic. No phantom light transforming into the boy I’d seen with jungle-green eyes. The pointer didn’t even budge. Disappointment twisted in my chest. This couldn’t be it. This couldn’t be all there was. I needed answers. I needed to know why he was here. I needed way too much for this to be it.
That memory was still inside me. His lips, his hands, the way I felt like I was going to explode if he kept touching me. Finn. What the hell did this mean? Was it even real? Or did I just want it so badly that my screwed-up brain had created it all?
“Finn?” I called in a shaky voice, staring at the pointer, willing it to move. Willing it to prove I wasn’t as crazy as the doctors thought.
It didn’t.
So I was crazy, then. I squeezed my hands into fists so hard my nails left little crescent imprints in my palm, pushed myself off the bed, and stomped down the hall into the kitchen. Pills. I needed pills. I flipped on the light and one of the bulbs popped and went out, turning the kitchen a shade dimmer. I grabbed the little orange pill bottle off the counter. I’d already taken one today, but clearly I needed more clarity. I needed to get this memory…no. This hallucination out of my head.
“Don’t take those,” the now-familiar voice said.
I squeezed the cap until my fingers went numb and turned around. He was there, standing in my kitchen like he belonged there. Like he’d always been there.
Finn looked at the bottle in my hands. “You’re not crazy, Emma. You don’t need those.”
The pill bottle clattered to the tile floor. I jumped back, heart thundering in my chest, lungs eating up all of the air around me until I felt dizzy. It all clicked together. The guy in my dreams, the guy who had saved my life twice…he was here. Standing in front of me. How was this even possible?
“What are you?” I closed my eyes and pictured the agonized look on his face just before he’d dissolved and disappeared into the night like a ghost.
“I’m not…alive.”
Monday, November 12, 2012
Blog Tour: Undeadly by Michele Vail - Excerpt + Giveaway
Author: Michele Vail
Series: The Reaper Diaries, book 1
Publisher: Harlequin Teen
Publication Date: November 20, 2012
Source: galley from publisher for blog tour
Purchase: Amazon | Barnes & Noble
Molly Bartolucci wants to blend in, date hottie Rick and keep her zombie-raising abilities on the down-low. Then the god Anubis chooses her to become a reaper-and she accidentally undoes the work of another reaper, Rath. Within days, she’s shipped off to the Nekyia Academy, an elite school that trains the best necromancers in the world. And her personal reaping tutor? Rath. Who seems to hate her guts.
Rath will be watching closely to be sure she completes her first assignment-reaping Rick, the boy who should have died. The boy she still wants to be with. To make matters worse, students at the academy start turning up catatonic, and accusations fly-against Molly. The only way out of this mess? To go through hell. Literally.
Michele Vail writes young adult paranormal fiction about zombies and reapers.
She likes reading, dogs, cats, board games, ghost-hunting shows, and Halloween. She believes in magic, in the impossible, and in the restorative powers of chocolate.
Michele lives happily-ever-after with her Viking and their family.
So, what do you think? The oogey, "something bad is going down" factor hit me right about there. :)
Thanks for stopping by & happy reading!
Wednesday, October 17, 2012
Waiting on Wednesday: The Collector by Victoria Scott
"Waiting On" Wednesday is a weekly event, hosted by Jill at Breaking the Spine, that spotlights upcoming releases that we're eagerly anticipating.
This week's WoW selection is...
Author: Victoria Scott
Series: Dante Walker, book #1
Publisher: Entangled Teen
Publication Date: March 12, 2013
Website: http://www.dantewalker.com/
Stealing souls is nothing personal. Dante’s an equal opportunity collector and doesn’t want it any other way. But he’ll have to adjust, because Boss Man has given him a new assignment:
Collect Charlie Cooper’s soul within 10 days.
Dante doesn’t know why Boss Man wants Charlie, nor does he care. This assignment means only one thing to him, and that’s a permanent ticket out of hell. But after Dante meets the quirky, Nerd Alert chick he’s come to collect—he realizes this assignment will test his abilities as a collector, and uncover emotions deeply buried.
Why I'm waiting: Dante Walker. Dante Walker. DANTE WALKER! :D Sure, he sounds like every other bad boy with swagger, but when you couple that with soul reaping? That's a recipe for fun times! =) I just love that reapers have become the new paranormal hot commodity. Sooo many possibilities...
Friday, August 24, 2012
Blog Tour: Inbetween by Tara Fuller - Review & Excerpt + Giveaway
For my stop on the Inbetween Blog Tour, hosted by Shane at Itching for Books, I'll be sharing my review of this super-cute reaper story, as well as an excerpt. But first, let's meet that awesome author:
Find out more about Tara and her books:
Website | Facebook | Twitter | Goodreads
Author: Tara Fuller
Series: Kissed by Death #1
Publisher: Entangled Publishing
Publication Date: August 28, 2012
Source: galley from publisher via Netgalley
Purchase: Amazon | Barnes & Noble | Book Depository
It’s not easy being dead, especially for a reaper in love with a girl fate has put on his list not once, but twice. Finn’s fellow reapers give him hell about spending time with Emma, but Finn couldn’t let her die before, and he’s not about to let her die now. He will protect the girl he loves from the evil he accidentally unleashed, even if it means sacrificing the only thing he has left...his soul.
I found Inbetween to be cute and clever, and although it wasn't completely original (what is these days, right?), it was still a very fun read. It was engrossing to the point that I'd find myself skimming larger passages to read ahead and find out what happened, only to have to go back and re-read those sections to ensure I hadn't missed anything. I love when a book has me in its clutches like that, but I also hate it because it feels like I have to read everything twice.
Rating:
**This is a rather long trailer considering it's mostly text, but I love the song by the xx that they chose as the background music, so I'll forgive it. :D It does give you a good idea what the story's about, more-so than even the synopsis above.
And below you'll find your chance to win your very own signed copy of Inbetween! U.S. entries only, please.
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Good luck & happy reading!
Tuesday, July 31, 2012
Teaser Tuesday #17: Inbetween by Tara Fuller
• Grab your current read
• Open to a random page
• Share two (2) “teaser” sentences from somewhere on that page
• BE CAREFUL NOT TO INCLUDE SPOILERS! (Make sure that what you share doesn’t give too much away! You don’t want to ruin the book for others!)
• Share the title & author, too, so that other TT participants can add the book to their TBR Lists if they like your teasers!
This week's teaser comes from the following book:
Author: Tara Fuller
Series: Kissed by Death #1
Publisher: Entangled Publishing
Publication Date: August 28, 2012
Source: galley from publisher via Netgalley
Purchase: Amazon | Barnes & Noble
It’s not easy being dead, especially for a reaper in love with a girl fate has put on his list not once, but twice. Finn’s fellow reapers give him hell about spending time with Emma, but Finn couldn’t let her die before, and he’s not about to let her die now. He will protect the girl he loves from the evil he accidentally unleashed, even if it means sacrificing the only thing he has left...his soul.
My teaser:
Emma...you got some 'splainin' to do! Teehee.
I'm so excited to be reading this book, you guys! It immediately grabbed my interest when I stumbled upon it in February -- I also helped with the first cover reveal around that time -- and all of the reviews I've read so far have been pretty stellar. Reapers are the new vampires. I can't get enough of them. Just ask my worn-out Soul Screamers paperbacks. :D
Look for my stop on the Inbetween Blog Tour on August 24th...I'll have an excerpt for ya!
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